IMPULSE, URGES AND FANTASIES: Life Is A Bag Of Mixed Emotion

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This book is based on a true story, it will have you're feeling mixed emotions like happy, laughing, sad, crying. It is a very good book with very good reviews. The grammar is the not best at all but the book will explan why it was not professionally or proof read. This book has made up names to cover up real names and this book is half real / half fictional but the molestation is 100% real, this book was made to be a therapy book the author made for himself and his doctor to get him talking more and to show off his creativity. When Jr. gets his first girlfriend the 2 ages are very symbiotic being at age 15 is when Jr manhood was took so he made his girlfriend that age representing his pain. Age 19 is when Jr manhood was giving back by getting his very first girlfriend and the frist time doing anything with a female. His girlfriend passed away in real lifemeaning also that part of his life at 15 died too and to try to let t go and think about the good things him  and his girlfriend done together, in real life Jr was 19 and his girlfriend was 17, Ronald can't remeber how they met so that is also a made up filler. Ron experienced mass trauma as a teen, the doctor thinks he is stuck there.